The path of recovery often begins in a landscape of rubble. We arrive at the doors of grace with a history of broken promises, fractured relationships, and a heavy bag of "Sunday school" ideas about God that never quite seemed to work in the real world. Many of us spent years running from a version of God we built in our own heads—a cosmic judge waiting for us to trip up, or a distant observer who only cares if we have our act together. But when you hit the bottom, the versio