Finding Rest When the Journey Is Too Great
- Pastor Braden Pedersen

- May 14
- 5 min read
There is a particular kind of weight that comes not just from what you are currently walking through, but from what you know is coming your way. It might be a conversation you have been avoiding, a responsibility you are unsure you can handle, or a season you know will be difficult. This feeling of dread often hurts longer than the actual event. You feel it in your chest days before, losing sleep and replaying every possible scenario in your mind. In these moments, we often try to force things to happen quickly just to get them over with, or we look for any way to avoid the situation completely.
However, Scripture shows us a different way to handle the pressures of life. Whether you are facing a looming crisis or find yourself depleted after a long season of striving, God’s Word offers a path toward steadiness and hope. By looking at the experiences of Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane and the prophet Elijah in the wilderness, we see a God who does not demand we have it all together, but instead invites us to find our refuge in Him.
Lord, help me to stop running from what I fear and instead run toward Your presence.
The Power of Honest Surrender
When we face seasons of dread, we often assume that having faith means we shouldn't feel troubled. Yet, looking at Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane, we see the humanity of Christ in its fullest form. As the crucifixion approached, Jesus began to be troubled, telling His disciples that His soul was very sorrowful, even to death. Jesus felt dread deeply.
His response was not to pretend he was fine or to perform a spiritual ritual to mask His weakness. Instead, He went to the Father and was completely honest. He prayed, "My Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me". He made a real request for another way, but He followed it with a defining phrase: "Nevertheless, not as I will, but as you will" (Matthew 26:39).
This is the pattern for our own lives. We can be honest with God about our feelings while simultaneously submitting to His ultimate will. Jesus prayed this same prayer three times, showing us that dread is not always lifted the first time we bring it to God. If you find yourself needing to return to prayer again and again, it is not a lack of faith. It is an act of faithfulness to keep bringing your honest thoughts and vulnerabilities to the only One who can carry them.
Restoring the Exhausted Soul
Sometimes the weight we carry isn't from a future event, but from the sheer exhaustion of what we’ve already endured. We often think exhaustion only follows failure, but it frequently arrives right after a great victory or a spiritual breakthrough. We see this in the life of Elijah. Immediately after the dramatic victory over the prophets of Baal on Mount Carmel, Elijah found himself running for his life, depleted and discouraged.
He sat under a broom tree in the wilderness and begged God to take his life, saying, "It is enough" (1 Kings 19:4). Elijah wasn't lacking faith; he was simply empty. Notice how God responded. He did not lecture Elijah or shame him for his fear. Instead, God provided exactly what his body needed: food and rest.
Father, thank You that You care for my body as much as my soul, and that You provide rest when I am weary.
Sometimes the most spiritual thing you can do is eat a meal and get some sleep. We have a tendency to spiritualize every low moment as a faith problem, but often the problem is that we are simply running on empty. God recognized that the journey was too great for Elijah to handle in his own strength, and He recognize the same for you today. He is the God who feeds, restores, and meets us in our physical and emotional needs before calling us back into our purpose.
Walking Forward in God’s Presence
When God finally spoke to Elijah on Mount Horeb, He didn't come in a great wind, an earthquake, or a fire. He came in a low whisper. Elijah didn't need more spectacle; he needed presence. God whispers because He is close. He may not show up in a dramatic sign, but He is there in the quiet moments, in the ordinary acts of obedience, and in the steady truth of His Word.
If you are under your own "broom tree" today, remember that God is not finished with you. He has not forgotten you, and He is not disappointed in your weariness. He provides the food, the rest, and the presence you need to take the next step. We can feel the weight of what is coming and still move forward faithfully, not by numbing our feelings, but by submitting them to the One who holds the world in His hands.
Lord, I release my need to control the outcome and I trust in Your sovereign hand today.
Frequently Asked Questions
Is it a sin to feel dread or anxiety about the future? No, feeling dread is not a lack of faith. Jesus Himself experienced deep sorrow and trouble in the Garden of Gethsemane. Faith is not the absence of these feelings, but the decision to bring them honestly to God and submit to His will.
What should I do when my prayers don't immediately take away my fear? Keep coming back to God. Jesus prayed the same prayer three times before He felt the resolve to move forward. It is an act of faithfulness to repeatedly surrender your burdens to the Lord until His peace settles your heart.
Why do I feel so depleted even after experiencing success or a spiritual win? Spiritual highs do not protect us from physical or emotional crashes. Often, the energy required for a "big moment" leaves us empty and vulnerable. God understands this and often provides physical rest and nourishment before addressing our spiritual needs.
How can I hear God's voice when life feels chaotic and loud? God often speaks in a "low whisper" rather than in grand spectacles. To hear Him, we often need to seek Him in the quiet, through Scripture, and in ordinary moments of trust, recognizing that a whisper requires Him to be very close to us.
Call to Action
If you are feeling overwhelmed today, we invite you to take a moment to be still and center yourself on the truth of God’s Word. For more daily encouragement and biblical teaching, visit us at https://backtothebible.org or listen to the Back To The Bible Daily Podcast on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Amazon Music, or YouTube.



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